resisting temptation.

i REALLY wanted to go shopping today.  instead i will relax, watch the jets game and clean my apt.  will go to cvs in a little bit to get a few things and then do laundry.  seems so simple, but it's SO HARD to not go shopping! especially when it's a 5 minute walk away.

o.m.g.

major major bender lately.  probably why i haven't been on here lately.  i did read recently about a woman who was deep in debt, had a good job and was in a very similar situation to me.  she kinda inspired me.  so, i'm going to keep at it!  there seriously is nothing out there i need to buy.  at. all.  why can't i stop???  i need a boyfriend or something to keep me occupied so i stop buying crap.  if only i were kidding.  sigh.  i want to stop so badly, but it's so hard! i live in the shopping capitol of the world.  from now on, i vow to put my energy towards going to the gym and keeping my flabby butt out of the stores.  there, i said it.